It was a really long day

Today was long, but I made it through. Things are gonna get back to normal, but what's normal anyway? I'll see my children and maybe be a little less grumpy. I'll cook dinner with whatever's in the kitchen, my daughter will turn up her nose at it then climb into my bed an tell me it was really good. My sons won't seem to taste it cause they'll eat it so fast, but they're going to tell me it's awesome. And I'm going to help my 15 year old son deal with the death of his classmate. Yep sounds pretty normal too me.

Normal is so underrated!

All I have I give openly and honestly

I often feel like I am not worthy of love. I have made many bad choices throughout my life. I give too much of myself to people who haven't earned it. I need to feel needed in order to feel loved. I overextend myself and have a hard time setting boundaries.

I want to be happy so I have got to figure out how to get over these things so that I can move on.